Thursday, 12 December 2013

How useful are comparisons in mental health?

Everywhere you look in life there are comparisons to be made, comparisons being made, it's part of how we learn and assess the world around us. We make decisions based on comparing the options and judge ourselves based on comparisons with others or conceptual versions of ourselves.

Enter the weird and wonderful world of mental health and you have a while new realm of possible comparisons. From the resentful indignation of 'well I'm more I'll than her why does she get so much help?' to the opposite, suffering quietly in a corner believing everyone else is so much sicker than you.
Scale it up and it's not just sufferers who compare either, there's a constant assessment from above; who is most at risk, who may warrants funding, who to focus limited resources on. Medications and other treatments are based on studies stating in what percentage of cases they work better than placebo. Everything is judged and analysed and put in boxes with other comparable cases.

Scale up once more and you find yourself in the place I really want to consider in this post. The place where you're comparing mental illness with physical illness. It happens a lot of course, both positively and negatively. On an individual level someone may be seen as less deserving of help or sympathy if they have a mental rather than physical condition, they may find it harder to get benefits, treatment, social support. On a societal level mental health departments and charities may get supported and funded differently, mental health may be portrayed differently in the media.
Which leads nicely into the 'positive' comparisons. Often mental health awareness images, such as the one featured, will draw comparisons to physical illness as a way to shock and make people think. Comparisons of funding amounts, levels of research, mortality rates can also be seen. All of this can only be a good thing, it raises awareness, gets people talking and presents a new viewpoint. But does it go far enough?

Are we shooting ourselves in the foot by comparing mental and physical illnesses, does it just help to cement the public perception of them as two entirely separate entities? Should we stop talking about mental and physical health and instead just talk about health?

The more you compare the more you highlight the differences as well as the similarities and the more pronounced segregation you create. Of course, no-one is suggesting schizophrenia and lung cancer are similar in any but the most basic ways. But the same could be said for lung cancer and crohn's disease. We take physical illness and split it down in hundreds of different ways: congenial disease, vascular disease, cardiac disease. There are hospital departments for oncology, radiology, endocrinology. And yet we take all mental health lump it together and treat it as something entirely different.

A holistic approach has long been established in other cultures, Chinese medicine is probably the one most famed for its all round approach. Mind body spirit. Here in the West we refer to it as a biopsychosocial approach and we're a little more wary of it.
However there have been links drawn between mental and psychical illness stretching back to Frued and his (admittedly somewhat dubious) case studies of 'hysterical illness'. Whilst the cases themselves don't always stand up to scrutiny the idea is important, that psychological illness can cause physical illness.
More modern studies show similar links, I'm thinking particularly of research into stress as that's what I know but I'm sure there are other examples. The 'executive monkeys' who appeared to develop stomach ulcers simply from the stress of being responsible for whether or not they and other monkeys were shocked (Brady 1958). The drop in immune activity in medical students during exam time compared to the same students in less stressful times (kiecolt-glaser et al. 1884). The puncture biopsies that took, on average, 24% longer to heal in those in the stressful situation of caring for a loved one than they did in matched controls (kiecolt-glaser et al. 1995). You get the picture.
And then you have the same flipped on its head. Low levels of serotonin identified in depression. Twin studies that show a genetic link in anorexia nervosa and bulimia. Possible structural changes in the anorexic brain.
Then what of diseases such as alzheimer's? Widely accepted as a medical condition, we can pin point a wide range of neurological changes and it has some physical symptoms. It also has significantly more psychological symptoms. It's also affected hugely by the mood of the sufferer and by their social situation. If floats somewhere in the middle. Yet similar things can be said about illnesses we consider as purely psychological.

Intuitively we know that our mood suffers if we're physically ill, we're more likely to catch that big that's going around if we're stressed out. As for the social aspect of biopsychosocial, everything is just a little bit better when you've got someone who cares, right?
Bearing all this in mind it seems hugely reductionist to think merely in terms of black and white, mental and physical. There's a huge spectrum of wonderful grey out there that doesn't want to stay in the boxes it's been forced into.
Illness is illness no matter what part of the body it affects and no matter how well or poorly we understand it.

End lecture! Night. X

Wednesday, 11 December 2013

Glitter

Way back when I ordered from belle glamour I received two bonus glitters, a black and a white. Today I finally played with the black one. I admit I've been a little nervous about using it cos I've never tried loose glitter before. All I think when I hear 'glitter' is guides and mess and having sparkly eyebrows for the next three weeks!
However, glitter is beautiful so I put all that aside and prepared to be brave. And was pleasantly surprised at how un-hideous it was lol.
I didn't have a huge amount of time today so I just did basic polish with one glitter accent. The polish is purple polka dotty...I've been wanting to wear it for weeks but it keeps getting bumped lol. I love it a lot though :).
I'm not sure entirely how well the combination works really but on the plus side I fell confident about using the glitter again. The white in desperate to use in some sort of Christmas mani but haven't quite formulated what yet lol.
Oh and just to add to the purple overload there's a bonus shot of what I wore earlier. That one is tarastalons citrine (one of the ones I couldn't find a pic for yesterday) and rimmel deliciously dark with born pretty store studdy things.  X

Tuesday, 10 December 2013

I actually tried with my nails!

For the first time in ages lol. Today I had little planned other than autoglass coming to fix a chip (they can't I need my third new screen since I got the car 18 months ago!), picking up a prescription (I couldn't they don't have it) and handing in my timesheets (this I achieved lol).

None of which is the point. The point is, I figured that because I had little today I'd actually plan out a proper look. It turns out, however, that I have very little imagination so I just based it round what I'm wearing lol.

The blue and Black nails Inc that I've forgotten the names of because they're in the other room lol and the pink is Barry m pink grapefruit. Yes one of the dreaded gellys that I dislike so much....But it served a purpose in that I needed good coverage, now it cam go back into exile lol. X

Monday, 9 December 2013

Tarastalons in pictures

Because I buy an obscene amount of tt polishes (www.tarastalons.co.uk btw) and always mean to post about them. Problem is I'm easily distracted and not particularly good at swatching or photography.
Some of these are recent, some are a bit older. By way of review all I'll say is that they apply beautifully and I swear Tara's formula gets better by the day lol. I was a little concerned with the heart glitter one cos I totally lack patience for fishing...I needn't have worried though the glitters appear effortlessly. If I repeat any I'm sorry, but they're pretty enough to look at twice anyway :p lol.

Good start cos I've forgotten the name of the first one!
Second is hope.
Third is old Blue eyes.
Fourth is blueberry cheesecake (and some elephants lol).
Fifth is bon bons.
Last is robots.

I have more and I thought I had pictures, I've certainly worn them all, but evidently I don't lol. I'll get round to it some day! X

Another quick Christmas effort

Cos I'm seriously lacking in nail art enthusiasm. My motivation has gone on strike and imagination had followed in a show of solidarity!
Still, white, textured silver glitter and a snow flake... gotta be seasonal right?
The White is a new nails Inc (I'll do a post of these at some point). Silver is rimmel space dust shooting stars... again. And color club silver for the snow flake. Sort of snow flake. That's what it's meant to be....having issues with irritatingly shaky hands lately which is not so helpful for the painting lol.
I liked the idea of this more than I liked the result and consequently it didn't stay on long! Second shot is what I replaced it with. Distinctly less christmassy but much easier to execute lol. Though I did play with nail glue for the first time so those poor little hearts were stuck in allsorts of places before reaching my nail lol.
The pink is yet another new polish  called handmade, by tarastalons. I don't wear a huge amount of pinks but I like this the array of gold glitters makes it more interesting. The hearts are from a born pretty wheel.
Night. X

Ps. My hands are yuck sorry! The weather is poor and I've been neglecting nice things like moisturiser lol. X

Pps. I definitely forgot to actual publish this last not lol. Oh dear! x


Sunday, 8 December 2013

Mental health news

I'm feeling lazy and thought I'd do a linky post. Plus fun as the 33 day challenge was it's meant I've rather neglected the mh aspect of this blog. So:
-Rethink is running a campaign fighting to get more people faster access to talking therapies. It is very, very hard to access any sort of talking therapy through the nhs (Trust me) and many Leone are unable to afford it arrange a private alternative.

-Jonathan Trott's 'stress related illness' (as appears to be the favoured phrase) got the sports world taking about mental health, pressure in sports and the psychological impact of 'sledging'.

-The government's appeal against a benefits ruling earlier this year was turned down. The ruling in May was about the way in which employment support eligibility is assessed and find it to be disadvantageous to those with mental health problems.

-Another mp has stood up and spoken out about his mental health problems. He adds his voice to the increasing number of public figures trying to break down barriers and fight stigma.

- Many people are also also speaking out to ask the g8 to tackle alzheimer's and other forms of dementia ahead of their planned summit.

Plus much more in sure but those are the ones that particularly caught my eye lately. Have you spotted any mental health stories that have grabbed your attention lately? X

Ps. Image is Strawberry fields, the John lennon memorial in new york's Central Park, because 'imagine' seemed appropriate. X

Saturday, 7 December 2013

Day 33 and desperation

Phew final day of 33 day challenge. Wrapping it up with 'freestyle/recreate someone else's mani'. I kinda went for a mish mash of both in that I decided to recreate Hey darling polish's Harry Potter mani....decided i wasn't that clever, dumbed it down for myself and then went off on a tangent lol. Still that was my starting point.
My reasons for choosing were three fold a) it's purdy b) i'm a total Harry Potter geek and c) she did this for Europe week, which is one of the ones I missed :p. So I'm counting this for both Haha. Oh and the deathly hallows symbol, I've decided, is going down as geometric. Check, check, check all days complete.... ish. Did I mention the desperation?! Lol.
Anyway it's late so here's my wonky attempt with HP (for Harry Potter rather than the sauce lol), Harry's glasses, the scar, a golden snitch and the deathly hallows.
First pic is the pretty original (sorry it's a screenshot it was easiest that way), second is my attempt with nails Inc leather effect polish and gold models own artstix nail art pen.

Thursday, 5 December 2013

Triggers

So, I mentioned the term 'trigger' during my little rant about winter the other day... But what does it mean exactly?
Below is the Google definition (always an accurate source :p), for both the noun and verb forms. In each case the second definition is the most relevant one. In terms of mental health specifically then, a trigger can be seen as anything which precipitates a particular set of thoughts, feelings, behaviours, or more commonly a combination of all three.

It is a concept that appears frequently in cognitive behavioural therapy, when emphasis is put on recognising patterns ok thought and behaviour. Tools such as behaviour logs- where 'undesirable behaviours' are noted alongside factors such as thoughts, feelings, location, activities in which you were engaged at the time etc- are often used for this. In this way they hope to find connections and recurring patterns which can then be examined and changed.

Some triggers are very overt and easily seen from an outside perspective. An eating disordered patient being triggered by a very underweight individual, for example. Most triggers tend to be less blatant however. The same individual may find themselves triggered by a place in which they previously suffered harm- the consequent on rush of feelings and memories may lead them to seek comfort in their eating disordered behaviours.

A person may be aware of the trigger for a particular behaviour after, or even during the event, though not always- and knowing why is not always enough to stop the resultant behaviour. Often it is easier to recognise in others than in oneself, distance allows for clearer analysis and people may find they share triggers with other people. Having said this triggers are very personal, built up of things that have been learnt over an individuals lifetime, and it's unlikely two people would share all the same ones.

All patterns start somewhere, and the same is true for trigger-response. From the blatantly obvious to the totally obscure they all start with a grain of logic. Which brings me to the whole point of this random little lecture: sometimes the behaviour of individuals with mental health conditions seems totally irrational but it's worth trying to understand. It's rare for human beings to do anything entirely at random... and even if you can't change things sometimes just acceptance and the knowledge that someone else 'gets' it is enough. Finally, someone may ask you to stop doing or saying something that to you seems silly or unimportant. It's worth remembering that though it may seem meaningless to you it could hold a huge significance to them. They may be willing to explain or it may be too complicated or too personal to talk about at that time but try to trust them :) (Erm within reason :-S).

End waffle :p. X